Day 5

Well today is day 5 of my Chantix trial. So far so good, I think. I'm still smoking but definitely not as much and usually only half a cigarette at a time. Today I feel a little like i'm on the edge of another panic attack.. I had one on the morning of day 2.. it only lasted about 5 minutes and i'm not even sure it was because of the medicine. Although I had never had one before. I think i'm feeling this way because I read another Chanitx blog and it was definitely all negative. The guy talked about out of body experiences and wild dreams, and thoughts of suicide. He said he would wake up with business cards in his pocket of which he didn't remember getting, txts from people he didn't remember meeting and half eatin sandwiches he didn't remember buying. I tell you if I get like that just one time I am definitely quitting. So far the jist of my Chanitx experience has been weird dreams. Nothing really bad or of the nightmare variety.. just weird.. which isn't really unusual for me with or without Chantix. Anyway, I will be back in a few days.. I read the website and it says you should not be smoking by day 7... we will see!